I could not stop crying from the time I woke up this morning, because today Dylan started his drive out to Cleveland. It's just been too much for me. I even cried at my doctor appointment this morning when he asked what was going on with me. He said he could tell from the look on my face that I had some things concerning me. I've never been good at hiding my emotions, or telling a lie. My face always gives it away. Anyway, good news is that the baby's head is down. Bad news, the scale was not very nice to me today.
And the tears just continued when I got home. We had lunch together & then Dylan took off. Sadie has been very confused. Trying to hug me & wipe my tears with her blanket. She keeps saying "It's okay." & one time even said, "you be okay sweetheart."
I miss him so much already. I know this all is very pathetic, but I have a problem with over-anticipating things & my emotions just fall right in line. It would not be this hard except I'm feeling the weight of just how long he will be gone. He bought me flowers today, which always makes me a little mad because I don't think he should spend money on that kind of extra stuff. They're pretty, but they make me cry. His stuff is all gone, that makes me cry too. A little time & I'll get used to it all & things will be just fine.
SO....enchiladas. We had some yummy vegetarian enchiladas last night. They were a big hit. I got them from Ashley's recipe website. I'm trying her chicken pasta next!