Wednesday, April 18, 2007
It's Good to Be...
Together again as a family. It's nice to capture sweet moments like these, no matter how blurry my photo turns out. We are loving having Dylan's cute face back around.
Outside! Sadie riding her bike at the park....back & forth a million times & just loving it.
I was really upset after my appointment with the doctor on Monday. He couldn't even reach my cervix to tell me anything. Which to me means NOTHING is happening. I have been feeling really positive that the birth of this baby will turn out the way I want it to.....that being a successful VBAC. Started to really worry that she'll go a week overdue & I'll be back in the operating room for a c-section. I really want to sit up after this one & be able to nurse that way. I really want to be able to eat food & not be on a liquid diet of broth, jello & fruit juice for each meal for 3 days. I really want to be able to recover quicker & be able to move around easier & be able to take care of my 2 children. SO....after crying to my most wonderful, positive, encouraging mother (really there is nobody out there like my mom), I have come to believe her words of "things can happen really fast". Also taking her advice to walk as much as possible & try to get this baby to drop. Did a lot of walking yesterday...slept wonderfully last night & feeling a lot of braxton hicks contractions this morning. Let's just hope there actually doing something.
And in my feeling so very sorry for myself, I feel horrible after hearing the news of Virginia Tech & after reading this. Life can be so hard sometimes. My problems are really not bad. And, again I'm remembering that Heavenly Father loves us....and we need not fear.
Posted by Candace at 7:00 AM