Tuesday, April 05, 2011
We are having gorgeous weather & the sun is helping me to feel alive again. I'm feeling so grateful for the warmth & the light. Hopefully soon I'll have a nice glow across my cheekbones & collar bone.
I've struggled a bit lately as I try to get back into work. Still feeling behind on the housework/organization & the shop. Stress easily sets in as I think about how much I used to be able to do & how much I'm able to do now. It often feels like I'm so buried under backlogged work that I'll never get out of it.
Today I'm reminding myself that I just need to be me.
I don't need added pressure from myself, for goodness sakes!! I get done what I get done & that's good enough. I decided yesterday to drop it all & just move forward with positivity. Perhaps the sunshine helped me with that. I know this step will help me to be more productive in the end. I'll have better focus & my heart will quit racing as I think about all that needs to get done.
And I'll just continue to have a love affair with the sun for now before it gets scorching & miserable. :)
I hope you are remembering to be good to yourself as well.